A MONOLOGUE OF A DEPRESSED PATIENT

You deserve to love yourself more and you are stronger than you think.

Based on my own history and accumulation of depression, this project expresses my emotional changes and behavioral dynamics in the face of symptoms through art installations and comprehensive composite media. In the background classification and self-analysis part, I used computer vision to digitize the seemingly elusive depression: I then refined the artist's expression techniques and characteristics, and presented my emotions and behavior changes through three sub-projects: The first sub-project: "Beast--Shy, Chaos and Cocooning" is an analysis of the interaction and expression of morbidity through pure art human body installation; the second sub-project: "Beast--Tear, toss and struggle" combines experimental dance analysis and human body dynamic data image processing, flexible conduction and visualization, path analysis and psychotherapy, behavior analysis and social reflection, dynamic capture and animation composition, etc.; Sub-project 3: "Losing - Autism, Lost and Loss of Happiness" It is to animate and videoize the key words of the diary, so that the audience can feel my inner world more valuable.